day eleven - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Dear Great Grandma,

I put this off, because its my least favorite letter I have to write, I wish I didn’t even need to sit here and write to you knowing that you will never read this. I miss you more than anyone can explain, you passing away impacted me so much, I never stop thinking about it, thinking about you, and blaming myself for not staying there by your bed side and having a legit conversation with you, I should have been smarter and realized. I need to stop getting mad at the doctors, they did everything they could. You are in a better place right now, and I know you weren’t happy, but you tryed your hardest for me and the family, thank you for showing me that you need to smile though the worst of times, I miss you.

Love Kaylee Rose.